CELEBRATE!!!

I had a bad week. I did not plan very well. I was tired. I missed several workouts. I suffered from post RESET rebound made some bad food choices. Culminating in dinner on Friday night was pizza, pizza is ok. Three pieces of pizza is NOT okay.  So I beat myself up a bit...


The good news about a establishing a consistent work ethic is its not so hard to slip back INTO the groove. Saturday I had a killer workout with Shaun and was on point with food. I was at the gym at 5:45 this morning and had a kick-ass start to this week, so I don't think I've lost too much ground.  And, clothes are out for my run in the morning--rain or shine!


Also, tonight I was thinking about celebrations. Off the heels of reading The Leadership Challenge by Kouzes & Posner  for our book club at work, where the authors devote a lot of time to celebrations as a pillar of leadership. Leaders celebrate those they lead, publicly, enthusiastically and often.  I realized I typically celebrate with food and drink (as many of us do, I assume).  A dinner out, a treat (usually in the form of a coffee drink, or sweet dessert). But it doesn't have to be--and you should, paraphrasing from The Leadership Challenge: celebrate as close to the time of the act worth celebrating. 


As I put away my laundry from yesterday, I was digging in my closet--and found a pair of jeans that I haven't put on in years. They are Calvin Klein favorites and couldn't possibly fit. I mustered up the courage to try them on and there they were, fitting just fabulously! I ran out to show my husband they fit and proceeded to dance around a little bit in them.  It was later that I realized this was the celebration! perfectly, perfect in the moment.  Of course the big picture, goal oriented, dreamer I am--dug deep under the bed to the box of my favorite clothes that are about 2 sizes smaller than where I am now...and learned...there is still a LONG way to go--however, I did pause and celebrate the jeans fitting again :)  

Celebrations do not require elaborate events or planned outings. They can happen in the quiet of your own home.  But the trick is to celebrate anyway--no matter how insignificant the milestone may seem--celebrate it, call a friend, brag, make your significant other look at your butt in those jeans :)  Whatever it is, do it!!!


I guarantee I'll run tomorrow morning, propelled by my celebration tonight!


Leave a comment with your favorite non-food celebration.


Coming soon to Project 50: STATS, supplements, what I'm eating, when life gets in the way, more on community...

RESET

In my first blog I mention my team and my tools-

Let me elaborate. In isolation is not a good place to grow. There is a recent study [for which I cannot find the citation, so hopefully there aren't any fact checkers out there--but if you know what I'm talking about please leave a comment with the link to the study-I'll do the same if I find after posting]. The gist of this study is that people in community are healthier. period. They get less disease, less common colds and the duration of the illnesses they do acquire are less, on average.  One of my favorite wellness pioneers says "Community builds Immunity" and I love that, I believe this--but it took me a long time to get there... when there was something I knew I needed to do was upon me;  having a tough conversation with a loved one, breaking up with a boyfriend, deciding on the next career step, I go inside. Which is not really who I perceive myself to be. I perceive myself to be a pretty open, sharing, honest person--when its about helping, coaching, listening to others; but when its about me deep inside. 

So on my quests to lowering weight I have done Weight Watchers but I'd weigh in and never stay for the meeting, I'd workout but never take classes or entertain a running partner (though many had asked).  And the end result was early success but no lasting results. I'd let myself off the hook and end up back where I started, or worse. When I knew I needed something and didn't know where to start so I joined Team in Training and loved that experience--even though I ran the half and not the full as originally advertized-the non-judgmental support of a team for a common purpose was exactly what I needed and I was hooked on the idea of getting healthy in community. 

Fast forward two years my husband and I went out to lead a low-carb lifestyle, he loses 20-ish pounds and I lose 1 (not fair--but I was really happy for him!) and then hypothyroid diagnosis, the hill was even steeper and around that time I was introduced to a product line that has been important in my success what is it?

RESET (in my words): A 5 day high fiber cleanse meant to normalize blood glucose and insulin levels, rid the body of cravings for sugar-rich foods that cause a spike in blood glucose with resulting release of insulin and all sorts of downstream hormonal effects (the scientist in me wants to unleash itself at this moment, but I will refrain-however if you crave this detail, please let me know). I participated in my first RESET group Spring of 2010--which is a supported community of people  it provided a forum and while I believe I only listened and didn't actively participate-I was there gaining from the community!(I'm not sure I reaped the full benefits of RESET as I was pregnant in June...)

And this past week I completed my second full RESET with success (see the STATS section of this post).  This week I'm leading a RESET group--so I've come full circle from the silent participant to the leader--isn't growth grand! I like RESET because its planned for you all you need are veggies and a touch of discipline and (I) come out the other end feeling really strong and clean and ready to tackle my healthy eating goals.

But don't just take if from me! A childhood friend trusted me enough to give RESET a try last year -- it jump-started her loss of 30 lbs and she's on round 2 this week after falling off the wagon a bit. She just needs to right the course and get back on track.  I love RESET for its ability to be done anytime providing a jumpstart to any wellness goal.  If you are reading and need a little push to get going or keep going...My Next RESET group will begin August 20th send me a personal message to:   Jenelle.Project50@gmail.com

In her words:

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"My first experience with RESET opened my eyes to the effects of excess sugar on my body. I’m not talking about just losing some weight either. I won’t lie—it was really nice to see the scale slip lower each day, but the major difference was how I FELT every day. When I step back and think about it, my first RESET was when the light bulb went off, the “ah-ha” moment hit and I finally understood that what really mattered was how I was physically and mentally feeling every day, as opposed to just watching a decreasing number on the scale. The number on the scale was NOT enough motivation to keep up good habits, but feeling good really is.

The biggest change I noticed was the decreased sensitivity of my teeth. I’m pretty sure I tried every sensitive toothpaste known to man with very little lasting effect. I would chew on one side to avoid anything hot or cold touching certain teeth. After a week of RESET, this completely stopped. What a novel idea…sugar caused my teeth issues, and then removing sugar from my diet fixed my teeth issues. Sometimes, things really are just that simple.

The second biggest change was my energy level. I no longer hit that 2 pm wall at work, where I was so tired and bored and wishing for it to be 4 pm so I could go home and take a nap. I still love a good nap, but it isn’t something that my body begs for every day.

In addition to my "ah-ha" moment, I also learned how important it is to have someone to lean on when you need to muster that extra bit of resilience or that extra bit of will power to get through a challenge. I realized that it is ok to feel weakness, and that your friends will pick up the slack when you're lacking. It's also important to have someone to share your victories with. At the beginning of every month I text my best girlfriend and let her know how many miles I walked/ran for the previous month. And it is always so much fun to send her a picture when I realize that a dress or pair of jeans I haven't worn in ions either fits, or even better, is now a size too large.

There are a lot of ways to lose weight, some are fast, some are slow, some require crazy levels of effort, some are just too good to be true…and when you’ve been over weight, you approach each diet you try with a level of outward skepticism that masks what you are secretly desiring most: That maybe, just maybe, this time things will work.

The seven pounds I lost during RESET were my “kick off” pounds for what would carry me to the present day: down 30 pounds total, with about that many more to go. A few months after RESET, my weight started to creep back up, and I just made the decision that I was going to spend one hour each day on self development. So I started walking. At first it was just a mile at a fairly slow pace, but over the course of 5 months I went from huffing and puffing during that mile walk to finishing my first half marathon. This past year has taught me that weight management is not a destination, but a journey.

I’m ready to RESET again because I’ve slipped back into some bad habits and I want to regroup, refocus and re-embrace the low glycemic lifestyle.

So to sum everything up:
1. Assign yourself the highest priority for at least 1 hour a day.
2. Enlist a champion for the good days and for the bad days.
3. Focus on how you feel, and don't be a slave to the scale.
4. Forgive yourself on the bad days, and rock it a little harder on the good days.

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The Stats:  Skin folds coming in the next couple of week. (I know you can't wait) .   Change in Weight (-5.6) this is a reset week number and so RESET did exactly what its meant to, give me a jumpstart to really seeing changes in my body full disclosure, I've lost 14.6 lbs since January 2012, but part of my motivation to write this blog that what I perceived to be hard work only landed me down 9 lbs in 6 months--for my goals this was not enough...so here we are sharing my journey! Word of the week: enjoy I can feel myself getting drained so I'm just going to enjoy leading the RESET group and love the process :) Change of the week: status quo-I RESET last week (and had a really sick baby) so that was full of change and stress; I'm not implementing anything 'new' this week--just focusing on keeping the momentum from RESET. Exercise Plan: Monday-REST Tuesday-Run (using couch to 5k week 4 schedule) Wednesday- strength workout Thursday-Run and Softball Game Friday-Strength workout-Live with personal trainer Saturday- Yoga Sunday Run Coming soon to Project 50: non-food rewards, supplements, when life gets in the way, more on community...

THE STATS and what HEALTHY means to me.

How will I measure success? Any well written goal is SMART, right?  If you have never gone through a formal goal setting exercise, you are missing out!! I'm only partially tongue-in-cheek on this. Writing goals is very challenging and I believe we resist because it makes us accountable to what we've put on paper. We don't live or work in a vacuum (even though some of us behave as though we do), so there are critical things for which we can't control making goal setting all the more scary. Set some goals for yourself, if nothing else it forces you to get clear on where you want to go and clarity is so powerful!

 

What is a SMART goal? Its (the first term, major term and some minor terms in parenthesis)

S	Specific	(Significant, Stretching, Simple)
M	Measurable	(Meaningful, Motivational, Manageable)
A	Attainable	(Appropriate, Achievable, Agreed, Assignable, Actionable, Ambitious, Aligned, Aspirational, Acceptable, Action-focused)
R	Relevant	(Results-oriented, Resourced, Resonant, Realistic)
T	Timley

 

My goal as I've thus far described it is to lose 50lbs by my 35th birthday in mid February...its SMART, but I question the R in the goal being centered around weight.  How this goal resonates with me is in the following way:  If I make sound, consistent choices that promote an increased level of health, the bi-product of this consistent effort will be weight loss. Am I playing mind games with myself? Absolutely not. Too many times we are tricked by our society to equate health with a certain body shape, size and number on a scale. Let's face it, losing 50 pounds will not make me skinny, it will not make my stretch marks or battle scars (from years of bicycle crashes, field hockey sticks meeting my shins and sliding on not-so-great infields) go away--yet these are ways we are trained to believe beauty exists. For me its just not the case.

For me, weight is a bi-product and to this point in my journey, I've not had any shift in the scale, even though I've taken consistent action. Its hard not to view this as a form of failure, but I KNOW my body is changing and muscle weighs just as much as fat (contrary to popular belief) so for now I believe the weight will come off and in the meantime I'm rocking pushups and gaining some serious guns :)  I am retraining my muscles and cells to accept the gifts of health I'm giving day in and day out.  I believe fully that health is physical, physiological (are your cells happy? are they stressed? is your metabolism efficient?), spiritual (are you connected to and at peace with the journey?). Healthy to me really does mean from the inside out and outside in.

The Stats: 

Shaun (personal trainer) and I agreed that the stat we would keep is % body fat as measured by the Skinfold - Durnin and Womersley. Calipers measure the skinfolds at 3 anatomical positions (my numbers as of June 10th):

Tricep - 26

Suprailium - 27

Patella - 12

Overall this is ~ a 'D' ~26% body fat.  

 

Change in Weight- 0 (I'll record the delta (change), because that is what was advertised)

 

This is humbling and there is work to do!

 

Word of the week: gentle

Change of the week:

Last week's change didn't go so well therefore I'm re-booting the no dairy goal and being more aware.  Exercise plan outcome was not bad, 5 of the 6 planned exercise days occurred!

This week's change: *note not all changes need to be subtraction of something, this week is addition of sleep!

Get more sleep:
Lack of sleep is one of those stealth factors in health and weight loss. I will keep a strict time of in bed at 10:30 asleep by 11 and see how it goes.

Exercise Plan:

Monday-strength workout 
Tuesday-Run (using couch to 5k week 3 schedule)
Wednesday- strength workout
Thursday-Run and Softball Game
Friday-Strength workout-Live with personal trainer
Saturday- REST
Sunday Run or  Bikram Yoga


Supplement Regimen:
USANA HealthPak + BiOmega + ProcosaII
 

...Coming Up on Project 50: how to celebrate without food as the reward! & What is RESET?

How did I get here??

(Here: 50 lbs overweight)

College athlete, back injury, surgery, grad-school work-a-holic, 2nd back surgery, get motivated -- train & complete half marathon (losing 25lbs in the process and in the best shape of my post-college life) with the help of a holistic health counselor. I get a little lazy, comfortable (I fell in love) I exercise less, eat more, 3 foot injuries that sidelined me for a total of 9 months, weight creeps up and up,  I exercise less, eat more, get diagnosed with a hypothyroid (I use it as an excuse), it gets regulated, I get pregnant, 'lose the baby weight' and still carrying 40-50 lbs. End of Story.  

Of course there is MUCH more to the story, there's emotional eating, lack of prioritization of self care and health, a cycle of self pity--oh i broke my foot (again), I have a hypothyroid all the cards are stacked against me, etc, etc.


I was never inactive, but I learned that the only way I can shed weight and increase my overall health is to be consistent.


I'm now 15 months after the birth of my daughter Camilla and looking into the mirror saying "I just had a baby" doesn't exactly work as an excuse.


The pounds are ready to go, I know it.

Word of the week: consistent

Change of the week:

Cut out Dairy:
The only things that are challenging for me in the dairy category are:

1. Cheese, for which I go cold turkey. No cheese. none. (ouch).
2. Cream in my coffee: Replace milk with soy or almond milk.  Trader Joe's makes a great Soy Milk Creamer if you are like me and like cream in coffee. (I will really try to go black coffee, then no coffee)*

*I believe that you should only change one variable at a time and go slow with the dose of the change (its the scientist in me).  And in personal experiments, its more effective to not overwhelm the system.  One major change/week.

Note: If you are truly starting from zero, I'd suggest start moving your body (walking, yoga, stretching) and drink more water.

I have already taken these steps to greater health (all future blog posts).

1. regular exercise
2. no sugary drinks
3. lots and lots (3-5L) of water per day
4. high quality supplements
5. sleep

Exercise Plan:

Monday-strength workout 
Tuesday-Run (using couch to 5k week 3 schedule) or Bikram Yoga
Wednesday- Live workout with Personal Trainer
Thursday-Run
Friday-REST
Saturday- strength workout 
Sunday Run or  Bikram Yoga


Supplement Regimen:
USANA HealthPak + BiOmega + ProcosaII 




...Coming Up on Project 50: the stats (weight, % body fat) what they mean, how often to measure, why its important.